I had a really good day today. I ended up going to sleep last night around 3 am and then woke up at 6:11am without an alarm. I have not had a normal sleep schedule in a while :/ however, after cheer I was energized and happy. I ate sooo much this morning! It was great. Today I made my Halloween costume and it’s going to be super fly! I can’t wait to wear it at the party Eckerd is throwing. I feel so much better today because I know I will be able to get my grades up and even if I fuck up I still have time. :) Also I get to see my momma friday! yayyy! I am listening to really sad music right now but I find it completely lovely! <3 today is very peachy. And by that I mean life is sweet but it has it’s bruises. I think that its a good representational analogy.
Today I figured I should write about the things I like here at Eckerd. If you have read any of my previous post I was just so excited to get out of high school and into college. well I am so happy to be here. I could not see myself anywhere else right now. I love the people, the atmosphere, and I love that I can be my own person here and nobody generally cares. I love that I ride a tricycle, I love that I walk barefoot on campus, and I love south beach and kappa field for tanning. I feel like it’s extremely rare to live in such a paradise that I happen to live at. I do take for granted how awesome this place is sometimes when I think about my own emotions. In reality though, how often can you say I live on the water and I go to an awesome college? no very often. I love my major here I know it’s my calling. I think that taking the strong test in career development really helped me assess mu life goals. I am excited that eventually I will be able to help people and fix them. I think that it’s my goal in life. I like fixing things and people. Although maybe were all a bit broken and we all need help? Okay well I just love being able to be here and be me at Eckerd. I love love love it. I know I often say that I think it could be better but I think its something that I will always cherish.
Anyways, yesterday I talked about a lot of stressful issues and most people who read it became very concerned. Don’t worry about it I often get that random sad day where nothing makes complete sense and I just become psychotic. So for those who I have talked to thanks!
Guess what? it’s Thursday… you know what that means? It means that I have stupid lab in the morning and math homework due. Fucking Gross! lol I will be fine though. I mean this place is beautiful and everyone is beautiful! :)
Happier day. Yayy!